DONE.

thats it. DONE. OUT.

OFFICIALLY dropping off the face of the planet for awhile because i feel like a fucking nauseated blimp and im pissed as fuck, and im annoyed with EVERYTHING.

im sick of this shit. whatever.

people can think whatever the fuck they want to think about me.

i have no idea how to fix shit.

i cannot sleep.

i cannot function.

taking a deep breath is like trying to rebuild the fucking pyramids of fucking giza.

i am constantly in physical pain. and i have hardly any sympathy inside me right now.

i feel like killing. and when i dont feel like killing others i feel like killing myself.

OKAY GOD! FINE! IM UNGRATEFUL! I ADMIT IT OKAY?! WHO IS THAT INSIDE MY HEAD? IS THAT THE DEVIL OR IS IT THE DIVINE BEING?! WHO THE FUCK IS INSIDE ME MAKING ME WANT TO YANK ALL MY HAIR OUT BY THE ROOTS?! SAY YOUR FUCKING NAME! WHAT ARE YOU!? SHOW YOUR FUCKING FACE!

im DONE.

im so fucking done right now.

now if youll excuse me i have to go have a panic attack.