hm. so i dont know if i should post this, since, if anyone reads it..it might actually send them to some wretched -visual places. i struggled back and forth with the idea..and decided to put it up, but with a forewarning in the title-therefore making it obvious that you should NOT read it if you are feeling terrible already or particularly fragile which of course i understand.
(OH AND THATS DAN AURBACH------------------------>>>>
IF YOU'RE LIKE WTF? yes the guitar player in that band ive been obsessed with since i was 12 and bought their first album.tbk. theyre nauseatingly..(word?) popular now that im 20.)
9thokay so. horrific, HORRIFIC DREAMS. all night. every night. if its not me being six months pregnant while shooting up heroin; its me-getting raped, with a knife. and yes, i can practically FEEL it. or im running, from this ginger i used to know, who got into some shit with the law because he fucking touched someone who didnt want him to..and, well; he really shouldnt have done that. NOT THAT HE'S BEING PUNISHED OR ANYTHING FSIODOJAHGHTGGDIHGSDIFG! no- im pretty sure he got off easy, so to speak. i mean, i can feel it. if you know me youll know what i mean by 'feel.' anyways, in my dream, i can feel him chasing me, and i know its him. hes like, hot on my trail. IVE GOT JOSEPH WITH ME THOUGH; yet i still feel petrified. i think i get out of the house alive. its on the same street where i went to elementary and middle school. i think earthan went to school there..im not positive. i have to go work out now. i dont know why writing it down makes me feel safer? ..no not safer..better?
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